The living is easy?
Well- its June. I've still got my Christmas lights up outside. And I've hit a slump. I tried to pour good things into my soul last week- beaches, sun, fish and chips, barefoot walks and wine and nattering- but it just about filled a cm of my positivity tank. I'm not sure i know what feeds my soul anymore. Its been so long since I had time to myself to enjoy what I used to enjoy- gardening, printing, collecting driftwood and pebbles, lunches out with my husband. I'm all dried up. So many people i love are having such a hard time with their brains and their bodies and I just don't think I can do anything to help them because no one is helping me. I need a break, respite with my husband. I want to write " this week I am on annual leave" on my email notifications. I've been caring for my very unwell teen for almost 4 years now - straight out of hospital. I've driven her round the streets, taken her to a&e, helped her with every single aspe...